lonely

shagg!

2011-12-19T21:32:00.003+08:00

Wa damn shag ah, work til i am so dam tired.
Sat worked til about 11pm, then staying over at workplace cos it gives me more time to sleep, but it was not what i though of!
My boss and colleagues went to have supper so i had to tag along too since im hungry anyway.
After that we head back to workplace and chit chat til about 3 plus in the morning, After that went to sleep since i was so tired after all the chat.
But i didnt managed to sleep well cos my colleagues set their alarm at a very early time, like 7 plus. then the alarm kept ranging non stop. i can still sleep with alarm But problem is, the alarm is something like a loud warning alarm, something like "POM POM POM". OMG I CANT SLEEP!
In the end i only slept 3 hours and after that worked for straight 12 hours.
SHAG DIE!

OMG!

2011-12-13T01:44:00.003+08:00

WTF! overslept for school yesterday -.-!
I cant skip school anymore, i have to self-motivate!
If this goes on my grade will be cui ttm! WAAAAAAA
Have to force myself to wake up liao. no other chances to oversleep!!
Anyway holiday is coming! in this coming friday WOOOOO~!
cant wait for the holidays to start!

Drink drank drunk!

2011-12-11T00:32:00.002+08:00

Tonight is a very fun night. HAHAHHAA
At morning, went to bugis with chew for some shopping before he go for his birthday buffet. Bought bag and pants.
After that went home awhile go rest Cos I abit not feeling well. With both flu and sore throat.
At night, went to meet eugene, Wai kit, Yong Liang and chew for his birthday drinking session.
We spam chew with drinks like graveyard, barcadi 151 and tequila shots.
But the funny part is that he went home and msg me, the next moment his mother msg me say he drunk, went singing and talking at home LOL
anw, a very good happy birthday wish to u chew bro! Hope u enjoyed ur 20th birthday celebration!!

nice night!

2011-12-09T02:37:00.002+08:00

Hello! back on blog again! :D
Today had a lot of stuff to do but its fun!
Early in the morning went to create a new bank account, realli kns need wait so long for my queue!
After that went to cwp and buy tix for new year's eve movie, watched with chew, junkiat and yong liang. OMG that movie was quite nice! and whats funny is that on the new year, everyone kisses a person of the opposite gender, mostly couples. so im guessing i need to do the same? HAHAHAH JOKING!
After movie went to have supper with chew and yongliang as junkiat need to go for work in the morning so he didn't come to supper with us. URGH i tried to do pull ups again at the nearby park and only managed to do only 5 proper pull ups T_T need push my body liao!
Well it is quite a fun day today, and school tmr! OHHHHH WO DE TIAN AH! HAHAHAHHA
I hope i can wake up in time though >.>

I wished every night will be like this.

Back!

2011-12-08T03:18:00.006+08:00

Its been near 2 years since i did not touch my blogsite, so i decided to revive my blog :D
Well a lot has changed, got to know more friends, new work, new school stuff.
But still, i've got lots more to learn and do, so I'm gonna try even harder!

Now, lets talk about my recent stuff. Recently i've watched a lot of movies.
Here are some movies that i watched:

X-Men First Class

Transformers 3: Dark of the Moon

Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn Part 1

Puss In Boots

Kung Fu Panda 2

You are the Apple of my Eye

WOW thats a lot of movies for me to watch within 3 months. Cant wait for more movies to come out so that i can clear my boredom.
Anw sch is flooded with FYP this year, stressing ah but i will try to push myself!
Hmm its late already, shall head to bed and have a good nights rest.
Ohya im meeting chew, junkiat and yongliang for movie later. Finally got to see them again my secondary school badminton clique mates!
Alright lights out! nights all!

A glass of milk a day, keeps osteoporosis away

2010-02-05T01:18:00.002+08:00

Its nearly a year since i met and be with you
all the fun, happy moments have always been with me ever since
yet i still didn't have enough courage to say out what i want to say to you
only actions can be used to express myself for you
i hope you could really see it

a few days more to go..

im always there for you and waiting for you

2010-01-09T02:50:00.002+08:00

y isit always like this
having getting excited over this kind of day
yet always get disappointment in the last min
im really disappointed now, nothing much to say
guess i shall drown myself into sleep the whole day

i dont know, i really dont know why

2010-01-03T01:25:00.003+08:00

its been one month plus ever since i updated on this blog, too busy and lazy to update on it.
nothing much was done in these 3 weeks of holiday, work work work zzz
dun even mention christmas or new year eve, been working on these 2 days like a dog as well.
sometimes i just envy customers that came to my workplace for celebration feast, but cant help it, its all fate
school starting soon,i dont even know if its good or bad.
good whereas i dunid to work so hard, bad whereas sch tests starts right after sch reopens.
hais

i just wish you would knew

gg-ed

2009-11-07T00:56:00.002+08:00

demoralize is all i've got now
everything i seen and heared is just my imagination, nothing else
i just wish it wouldn't be like this

if can, i would just wan to die and never existed in this world

Fever

2009-11-05T00:36:00.002+08:00

after i came back home from work at 10+pm,
i felt my whole body temperature was slightly warm
and im feeling terribly giddy

seems like i may have fever omg.

pls dun let me be down for this time
UT is jus round the corner and
i dont wan it to be affected at this time
hope it goes off by tmr.
i pray it would...

i wonder if you would care about me, for all i care is about you

sad to say

2009-11-03T23:23:00.002+08:00

Its hard for me to accept this
it feels like im being used by you
when in need, you will find me
if nothing else, you would jus slam shut on me
wad is this, making me feel reli demoralized
didnt know you would do this to me
sad to say, as i went tru tis kind of situation
im no longer the usual me
perhaps my fren was right
i need some time

seriously i have no comment on it

Sick

2009-10-31T00:03:00.002+08:00

Wtfish man. today's sch was @#$#%@#$@#!

today's module is web and media communication and the problem asked me to do a website make-over wth!! I suck at this de lo zzz
stuck over the problem for whole day, make me cant even have time to hav my lunch diu
heng justin my bro came over to help me in the problem by guiding me, thx bro!
aft my presentation i was sooo tired til slept in class for 1 hr i tink? LOL

after sch went to work at the restaurant. suay man i guess cuz i didn eat during lunch, made me has gastric pain while working. terrible man! had to endure for 4 hours b4 work is done. boohoo!! T.T

now had to rush my RJ again for today's module, there goes my post ~

guess we really changed for the better being

New faces

2009-10-28T00:30:00.008+08:00

Its been weeks since i have updated my blog ><
recently been too bz.

A week ago, i went to watch a jap movie called "April bride". OMG man its reli touching for the people in the movie. made me almost teared OMFG! also bcuz of my surrounding people who all cried while watching which made me almost teared too LOL!

For the past 3 weeks in my new class, i have met new friends
got gay one, tiko one, funny one, alot of kinds of frens in my class HAHAHA
i am starting to get used to it.

Also, i jus started a new job.
can say is stressing, but its part time so its ok
at least wad i hope for is that,
with this job, i could help my family wid it
which benefits them and also me :D

ok, time for me to sleep and tmr's communication module omg -.-
gotta have a gd rest then. GDNIGHT!

we are finally like last time again..

movie

2009-10-05T02:08:00.002+08:00

Went to watch "Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs (3d)" movie wid yy at cwp

i was almost late for the movie due to woke up late lol
but fortunately yy bought for me 1st while i rush to meet him

the movie was quite interesting in the 1st place, food raining down from the sky wid any kind of food u wan.
even ice cream aso have tt makes it look like snow falling, so fascinating
some comedy parts also made me laugh so loud in the cinema haha

went hm after yy's family had to attend his relative's wedding
and slacking whole night browsing webs and staring at audition lol

and yes, sch starts alr, omg wonder wad kind of new ppl i would meet lol
so have to get some slp now for sch later. nights

we were like totally strangers now

fun!

2009-09-29T22:31:00.006+08:00

today went to auditionsea's 3rd bday celebration with yy lol
but quite few ppl cuz its only limited to 1st 100 people who register for it
OMG means im the lucky few ppl =x
i even got a goodie bag from the event haa
here are some pics of the goodie bag:

keychains,handphone strap and others inside this goodie bag

a gift i got from the exchange gift event, cute haha

reached cineleisure where the celebration was held at 6pm+
lol quite shy in the first place but got used to it later haha
i jus went there straight and take their free food to eat wahahahah

right next, the host start off the celebration
we sung happy bday song and even got the "dun forget the lyrics" event for us
omg man i almost won 1 of the prizes lo. stuck with the song "be with you" by akon
ahhhhhh sad case 10k acash fly away T.T

next the Elyzia band came up and gave some performance on stage lols.
made me amost deaf when they bang bang the drum ~.~

lastly was the lucky draw
some ppl got mp3 from it wth
y is not me T.T lols
and there finally marks the end of the celebration

then, i went hm wid yy and it was so tiring tt we slept in mrt ~.~
but guess afterall, it was a nice event tho
enjoyed it quite well :)

finally aso, this marks the end of this post haha
needa get some lalaland lol!

it feels wierd when u are not wid me

New look

2009-09-27T23:41:00.004+08:00

Changed my blogskin finally, looked better than before

today was crazy, early in the morning 4am+ had crazy phone conference wid some audi people
hell crap i wanted to slp.
yet 9am+ kena woke up by one of them lol.
im gonna be panda soon if this continues

went to yy's house and slack there
aft tt went to hav dinner wid his family lols.
YUMYUM! had a wonderful dinner wid them
aft that went home wid a full tummy haa

today was a tirin day , and im goin to slp soon
thinking of tue stil needing to go to cineleisure for auditionsea's 3rd bday makes me feel kinda excited lol
well then, signing off bye

i had to do it this way for you and me

misses

2009-09-26T22:08:00.002+08:00

just 1 more week b4 sch starts again
and i've been spending the holidays
jus slacking and slacking zzz
kinda worthless if these continues
but i wonder what kind of frens i will meet upon sch reopens
will it be like W34C before?
will the new frens be like my old frens in last semester?
i wonder...

its been 7 months til today that Natsu and Fuyu had known each other
now that Fuyu is busy, she doesnt hav time to accompany Natsu
and Natsu is missing her but he's willing to wait for her
when will Natsu meet fuyu again??

no matter what, stay happy always

end

2009-09-07T23:10:00.003+08:00

time has come
for those hurtful words to surface
each and every one of them
i remembered it clearly
4 words is enough from you
for me to understand

nothing goes all right
all is not up to expected
feel damn useless
could not even handle a single thing
wish to hav jus disappeared from this world
disappointment is all thats inside

memories of the times
have always been treasured
now all are shattered
but im pleasured to have those

Hate it

2009-09-03T22:50:00.002+08:00

"suay suay suay" all i could say.
been on a soar throat for abt a week.
cant even go to w34c's ktv gathering hais.
worst come to worst, today jus went out of voice zzz
suayness die.

nothing's ever good for me

last class outing

2009-08-28T01:19:00.002+08:00

Ytd went to our class' final mass outing : bbq and overnight.

went to justin's hs b4 we left for east coast to bbq
omg justin u can cook man! 1st time see u can cook =x
haha and then bava fetch us to bbq by car and managed to see the class together again for 1 last time.
had alot of fun trying to bbq chicken wing, corn, stingray and such.
and til the time some of the class had to go hm, we had to say gdbye in a sad mood cuz cant see each other again in some time D:

aft tt, bava insist tt we should go on a expedition to OCH (old changi hosp)
omg its giving me the creeps upon hearing it. damn eerie!!
so me, bava, kenneth, nicholas, wenjie and asyraf went there, but we had a joke of the day:
"me and nicholas were at the back seat of the car and we were told by bava to open all the car windows for breeze wind when driving. ya and so we did, den i suddenly turn back and saw bava head directly bhind me and i jump up, next nicholas saw and keep OMG OMG OMG and cling to the car seat. rofl its reli funny joke of the day"

and thus we went to the barracks 1st near the hosp. wtf man its inside a pitch black path sia, we were like freaking scared. and eventually got chased out by the police inside lols. and so we went to the backdoor of the hosp. omg jus by looking at it gives me the creeps. but we dun dare go in of coz!.

aft tt went to see ahguas in changi vill LOL. so smexy man bava was drooling while lookin =x

and finally we went back to east cost park safely to meet up wid justin and the girls there. awhile later they go buy food for us but aft tt, suddenly downpour! wtf im drenched wet wid no spare clothings, but heng kenneth lend me his spare shirt. spend whole morning there waiting for rain to stop.

at the morning 7+, bava sent us home 1 by 1. jus by saying byebye to the friends who had reach their home makes me feel heartpain, cuz cant see them so often again.

im the last passenger to leave the car and back hm to slp.

reach hm 1st thing to do is the on comp and find her, but guess she was asleep at tt time. so yahs i took a break and waited. sad to know she had a headache. get well pls D:

i shall be goin to sleep by now. nights all :)

restless nights

2009-08-23T23:40:00.003+08:00

Test, test n test everyday. it's giving me headaches everyday cuz of it.
and tmr's gonna hav maths test, tue programmin! WTH LA

forget abt it, lets say wad i did these few days:
on Thu, went to watch the movie "Where got Ghost" by jack neo wid yy and his family. can say is scary + laughter mixed tgt. quite a nice show.

on Sat, went to the Jap festival "Natsu Matsuri" wid yy, erika, milk and blur.its fun there. alot people wearing jap traditional costumes and walking around. feels like im in japan. saw min n her frens there, went to say hello and went hm str wid yy.

today, went to min's hs for a party, and i tried helping her install the freaking auditionsea but failed. aft tt went to yy hs n study for tmr's test.

idk y, recently jus dun have the energy or mood to talk to any1 i noe,cept for yy and his bro for they keep make jokes when im wid them. wished this feeling would go away

if time could reverse, i hoped it would bring me back to where i 1st met u

Memories

2009-08-15T18:24:00.004+08:00

Super sad! first term of school is goin to end soon. T_T and we need to chg class. i very miss this class of mine, we were bonded tgt for 15 weeks and now hav to split up. school is so merciless to separate us away. BOOHOO big times!

have to say sth to some of my best pals in the class :

Justin:
close bro of mine in sch. you are the 1 always helping me and guiding me in some of my personal problems. also,u are the joker in our class, which makes our class so lively,imitating facilitators and giving jokes haha! sincerely thank you bro for wad u have done!

Kenneth:
another close bro of mine in class. the 1 who pei me around when i go cwp lols. but got some bad habits, drag my money!!!! haha but u are also the 1 confronting me, and help me in schoolwork lols. thank you bro.

Nicholas:
the kuruvi in our class HAHAHAHA! always comparing it kns lols. nic u better buck up in ur studies uh haha, always pon sch 1 u. and dun always ASK PPL TO KILL U IN L4D leh!! drag us leh KNS!! LOL.

HuiYu:
the girl who is sometimes quiet and sometimes noisy in class lols =X haha u also helped me in some of my problems too! dun tink i forget abt u uh lols. eh eh hang around wid us more often leh lols, lacking 1 of our member in our gang doesnt feel good hahahaha

Kellie:
another 1 of the girl who hangs around wid us oftenly aft school. sometimes laugh too crazy til we tot she sot HAHA and the deliverywoman also, keep helping us buy food up after school lols. thx ya for e food =x

Elton and WenJie:
HAHA priscilla kwong's bf aka elton LOL! wenjie and u have also been my close frens in this class, sometimes helping out in buying food for class and sometimes helping in school's problem of the day. frens forever ya priscilla kwong LOL!!

The rest of our class:
if im gonna type all names its gonna be a long post lols. so i shall say it out here. most of u have bonded wid us in this class =D bava, shaf, xiangyi, asyraf and alot more! u all are the spirits of W34C. STAY TOGETHER CLASS CUZ TOGETHER, WE STAND!

bava, faster organize chalet for class leh lols, altho i haven pass u the chalet money =x any outing also can, bbq or wadever lols. just wish to see the class together once more after the first sem of the year D:

and to you, my heart will always be with you wherever you are ^^ i feel so happy when i see u being happy recently with stuffs that you do. stay wid me always!

2009-07-30T01:59:00.002+08:00

went to np ytd to find my pal jeremy and his gf emmie.

and eventually b4 i found them , i lost my way lmao. but stil i met up wid them n got a treat for dinner from jeremy. aft tt went to his buangalow house, they 2 cute lil couple, slp aso wan slp tgt lol. seeing them so lovely jus makes ppl envious. and i played wif their dog "fatty" cuz it reli is fat lol, but chubby yahs. aft tt i left them to be alone tgt and i went hm.

today does not seem to be a good day for me, problems coming one after another.

hais when will people reli understand what im thinking all these while. i reli do hope u knew.

yawns~ bedtime story time, lol i tell myself de -.- nights! *end of post*

2009-07-26T18:52:00.002+08:00

Sian sia, tmr sch need wear formal? i bo formal clothings at all luh -.- zzz
so tmr i jus wear like normal to sch yahs lol. my sch frens pls dun laugh at me tmr -.-
guess today im a lil better aft ytd's moodyness haa thx to you ;D

ohya i remembered, kenneth u bloody bastard u will pay for scratching my arm wid ur damn nails -.- kns stil scratch til bleed zzz .. tmr sch lunch u pay i dun care .

see-ing you everyday makes me most happy despite stuff began to happen around me and you, i will do my best to treasure every single moment wid you i swear.

ever since MJ has died, i have been listening to his songs and am loving it ever since. here's one of his song's lyrics "You are not alone" which is my fav :

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

"Everyday I sit and ask myself (chorus)
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
And You are not alone "(chorus end)

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
So forever can begin

2009-07-26T01:40:00.003+08:00

New day new beginning

been very down today, i duno why but tts what im feeling now. wished i had someone to talk to. but thats fine, i will handle it on my own.

went to vista had my hair "changed". duno if it reli suits my head but i hope so. bastard kenneth make me wait him 1 hr gnd pls! but heng u got pay for my haircut.
haihs. its been always a gloomy night for me everyday nevertheless. wished everyday would be a sunny day instead.

2009-07-25T02:04:00.003+08:00

Sorry had been busy recently til no time to blog x.x

been too pekchek wif my work, work til like dog stil get so little pay -.-

hais gotta buck up on my talkings skills to get more pay ~.~

kinda stressed in both personal and school life. reli hope i wun be in such a difficult situation. but thx to my bros in sch, mainly justin and kenneth, u all had been trying to help me whenever i had problems.

Time flies very fast n im gonna miss the days that we had together.

To you : time dun stand in my way for wad im doing for you

2009-06-16T15:19:00.002+08:00

Went to east coast park with min, yy, erika, milk and blur on last sunday 14th june! we went there to roller blade and ride bicycles >.<

however, min had a knee injury haven recover yet so she ride bicycle while i blade =x

OMG!! roller blading is so hard to control, i had a fall 2 times on that day D: had 1 palm injury but its ok .. yy aso had a injury cuz erika almost fell down and yy went to supp her :x

ehhh dun laugh, but i breakdance 1st b4 i fall down de hor LOL!!!! laugh die man xD

but during evening, erika went hm alone cuz she v tired, so yy were wif me and min.. and we went suntec WAIT FOR MILK AND BLUR cuz they say they went hm to bath 1st b4 coming find us.

kuku milk make us wait 4 hrs for u all only to hear from u u not coming -.- diaos!! but nvm la u aso got ur reasons :D

so nvm we took mrt hm and i sent min hm 1st..hope u reli had a fun day that day ^^

1st june 2006 ubin trip pics (sry late post cuz comp had problems uploading) )

2009-06-12T08:56:00.002+08:00

sleeping "beauty"!

handsome justin with blue eyes!

the view of ubin in the ferry

the waves

"promoter" huiyu promoting for her so called "house" lol

LOL he got stroke!

justin acting macho

most win pic of the day LOL starring kenneth!

pic of kellie and huiyu otw back sg

7 June 2009

2009-06-12T08:28:00.002+08:00

went to watch monsters vs alien and terminator salvation with min on tt day

omg so win man both movies, both were so EXCITING!! especially terminator cuz of its high quality sound effects . but monster vs alien is damn funny man LOL!

after tt i sent min back hm cuz she abit tired, 1 time watch 2 show wor x.x

Sry i mafan u watch both at same time ><, but hope u enjoy it <3

hais these few days had been working for the starhub. business is damn bad man! working tis line is damn sad, kena uncle and auntie kpkb for jus approaching them -.-
but hope business will be good for the rest few working days T.T

2009-06-05T00:29:00.004+08:00

too long nv update blog coz lazy ~.~

so now i will say about the pulau ubin trip which is on monday 1st june

need wake up at 8am in the morning tt time zzz i super sleepy tt time, but bo bian lol.

holy crap la go there sooo god damn hot. i felt like an ice cream melting x.x.. make me need to take off my clothes! TOO HOT!! and i tink all of us there thinks we are rich, went there eat durian and buy massive amount of drinks -.-!!

well, after tt we went on trial around ubin with bicycles of coz!(walk around it will die! SO BIG!!) and i got stung by alot mosquito -.- diaos. same goes for all my friends and kenneth got bitten by mosquito on his belly LOL!!

after tt we went to visitor house where we took quite some comedy pics there -.- coz we nth to do x.x

after we finished the trial, we decided to head back to jetty. but as we are goin back, i saw a monitor lizard!! omg rare sight seeing it face to face =x but could not took a photo of it coz it blended with the surroundings!

well after tt we went back to changi eat and i bought min's fav snack there cuz she wanted it lols..

after tt i went to min's hs pass her the snack and went to yy's house ton overnight.
OMG his redecorated house looked so nice!! and yea i went maple whole night to push my lvl >.< til morning i looked like a zombie liao @_@

okays end of the day!!!

2009-06-01T06:28:00.002+08:00

HOT DIE!!!

went out to find yy and milk with their cpls at kallang ytd..cuz they went ice skating and does alot things.

omg man they spent alot jus by goin out 1 day x.x

after tt we went to eat buffet, which is damn ex luh -.-, make me broke liao D:

as soon as we eat finish, we go back in separate ways, yy sent erika back hm and milk sent blur hm.

reach hm liao i str8 went maple to help Min hunt her maple shield!! in the first place, hopes of getting it was minor as it was VERY RARE, and min kept telling me to giv up on hunting it, but i insisted and POOF!!!

MAPLE SHIELD DROPPED!!!!

weee~! and i gave min, she was sooooooo happy luh,which make me feel its worth hunting for her ^^

and she went to slp, while i cant, cuz my fan spoil and ITS TOO HOT. i was perispiring like mad which make me unable to slp whole day D:

SAD DIE!!

hope my mama faster buy new fan, if not i nonid slp for the next few days liao >.<

2009-05-30T01:57:00.003+08:00

TIRING and STRESSING day!!!

I feel like DYIN yesterday -.-
sch gave me assignments which i didn even noe where to start of with zzz.

then aft sch stil got science test OMFG!!!, and the questions i not confirmed with the answers LOL!!

after test went to work, GRRRR soooo busy today D:
almost fainted cuz too tired... sad!!
however all these were forgotten when i chat wif min, feels so good chatting with her, but on a topic which i didn't wan to noe >.< LOL!!

hmm nth to add much cuz now too tired to squeeze out anything to include here..

sooo.... off to bed~~

Stressed!!

2009-05-29T00:29:00.004+08:00

My first post in this blog, bcuz i oni made this blog yesterday ROFL!!!
Today is quite tiring but fun:
Total slackness in school today LOL! cuz teacher giv us stupid assignment and slack time for the rest of the day. But, sadly, test after the slacking time OMG
-.-
heng la, most of the qns can do =x

After test, went to Min's house to give her her fav HEI BAI PEI snack and visit her aso xD She looks quite cute when communicating with her family LOL! and her wounds seems to be healing fast wee~~ but i pray she would get better soon!! >.< After that i went home to help her maple hunt for her item, but sadly couldn't get it D: im sorry!! already tried my best >.<

okays! off to my bed bed to slp xD tmr stil got another upcoming test x.x
Nights all ~*